Same Old Song And Dance......
So I know it's been a while since my last post, and I can't say much has changed. I actually feel almost like I'm reverting to a couple of months ago. I feel like my wheels are spinning again. I feel like at any second I'm going to jump out of my skin. I feel like someone is going to say something and I'm going to level the whole town. I feel a million eyes judging my every move. I feel like my future is uncertain. I feel like my head is going to explode. I feel like at if I'm not in control of myself and conscious about that that I'll just go mad.I hope these things will be corrected soon. I hope someday I'll find what it is I'm looking for. I hope one day my future will be as bright as it is outside my window. I hope this restlessness will easy very soon. I hope one day these feelings of inadequacy will leave me be. I hope when I look into someone's eyes, I won't feel as if they are staring directly into my mind. As winter is upon us, I hope things will turn around. I hope....
posted by jtothek @ 10:27 AM
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