Wednesday, July 19, 2006

the sun is shining....

So, since my birthday has come and gone, I'm another step towards thirty and am still off the right track as far as my career goes. But I've been having a blast lately and have come to a realization. When I'm dead and gone, I don't want to have any regrets. Of course there are some things you just can't avoid, but I'm starting to cross things off of my list of shit that I want to do, not just for myself (i don't always think of myself), but for others as well. I'm starting to just do the things I want to do, just because, on the fly, off the cuff, spontaneously. And it is great. I feel like I've been asleep for the first twenty years of my life and am now waking to what I really should be doing and the goals I should be seeking. I'm looking forward to seeing what the rest of this ol' life has instore for me....