..face is a map of the world....
Yea I understand that most of the titles I use on my posts make absolutely no sense but they're mine so fuck off. With that said, I'm going to start bitching. I'm not quite sure what, how or why, but I've been feeling numb lately, like nothing has really gotten to me. My thoughts and feelings have felt drained away. Don't get me wrong, when I'm with my friends or at work I'm alright, it's when I'm alone is when I feel shut down. I'm not used to that. It's such an odd feeling like leaving your house and constantly feeling like you're forgetting something. I'm used to being very independent, very self sufficient. I feel very unsettled lately. I've probably said it before but something is going to happen very soon, just have that feeling. Not quite sure what it is, but I kind of have that gut feeling like something is going to happen. I know theres a wedding coming up that I'm involved in which I'm very excited about, but theres something more. Like a slap in the face.....